There is nothing outside of you that you need. You are complete as you are.
To seek for what is not inside of you is to express a fear that you are not able.
This is not a question of ability, for all things come from God and all that you need to be able to do, you will be able to do.
However, it is necessary that you apply yourself.
Sit down. Be calm. Be still.
Don’t worry. Don’t fret. Don’t be anxious.
Focus on being.
That is all that is asked of you.
What does that mean?
What does it mean to be ?
To be means that at every moment you remember who you are.
You don’t question yourself.
You live your truth.
However, if you are focused on wondering what others will think, then you will have no room to be. You will just be doing what other people want you to do.
And that is not the life for you.
Don’t sit and think that God is going to tell you what to do. That’s not how it works. You must express yourself and as you do so, God expresses Himself through you.
But He isn’t going to do things in a way that makes you devoid of expression. Or do things where you are repressing yourself.
It may be good.
It may be bad.
It does not matter.
What matters is that it is real and it is of you.
You must let go of the need to please. You must let go of the need to hear someone else validate you, your experiences and your reaction to them. You have to see your effort and congratulate yourself. Don’t wait for the kudos of another. It will never come and even if it does, it will not fulfill the need you have.
Your soul yearns for recognition. Recognise it and become one with it. For you are its means to the end. And so to be separate from it is to defeat the purpose of your being.
Stop the negative thoughts
Stop the feelings of not being this or doing that
And just live.